04a. all the things I am

I am everything you hate.

I am the noisy fly that wakes you up in the summer.
I am the lighter that won't work when you've just bought a packet of cigarettes.
I am the taxi-driver that doesn't stop for you.
I am the bitch from high school that has always mocked you.
I am the forceful wave that hit you 'till you've reached the shore.
I am the jeans that don't fit you no more.
I am the cold snow melting slowly on your back.
I am the only one that doesn't laugh at your jokes.
I am the the bully that picked on you at the playground.
I am your panic-attacks.
I am the hat your mother bought you that makes your head look like a patato.
I am the traffic jam you try so hard to evoid.
I am the fight with your loved one.
I am the snake in your bed.
I am your last cigarette.
I am your mornings without coffee.
I am all the nights you lost cryin'.
I am the "F" you got at Maths.
I am your nettle-itch.
I am your hang-over after a horrible party.
I am the jar of jam that won't open.
I am the cold winter wind that bites your cheeks and makes your eyes water.
I am the dog that almost bit you.
I am the exam that you failed by only one point.
I am the nerd that used to brag his 'brightness' in front of you.
I am the kid-next-door that got the new Xbox 360.
I am the lie your beibi told you.
I am the lie you told your beibi.
I am the saturday morning in which you have to get up at 6 o'clock.
I am the bad music your neighbour listens to.
I am the cold autumn rain.
I am the car that got you all wet as you were walking calmly on the sidewalk.
I am all the dead leaves you walk on.
I am the fist that filled your mouth with blood.
I am the strange yellowish soup you have to eat.
I am all the meds that stuff you up.
I am the wanker that fallows you around in the bus.
I am the stupid comercial adds that pop up in your mailbox.
I am your report card.
I am the principal who found you smoking in the bathroom.
I am the dog that ate your homework.
I am the last day from the summer holiday.
I am the food served on the plane.
I am the vindictive ex.
I am the homework at Latin.
I am your broken leg.
I am all your childhood demons that hunted you.
I am your empty pockets and your moneyless wallet.
I am the book you've borrowed and never got back.
I am your paranoia.
I am the tooth paste stain on your new black T-shirt.
I am the baby that's crying his heart out next to your ear on the train.
I am the bastard that broke your heart.
I am the coachroaches on your kitchen floor.
I am the rotten sandwich in your backpack.
I am the snow from your heart.
I am the phone-call that you longed for and that never came.
I am your most vulgar thoughts.


I am your worst trip.
I am your biggest mistake.
I am your nightmare.


... but I am yours ...