" I'll make your heart jump like it was on cocaine;

I'm pretty addicting... people tend to love me fairly quickly.

That's not an egotistical statement, it's simply reality... "

20 iunie 2010

28.


"Here is the deepest secret nobody knows. Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree, called life, which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide.
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart... I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart."

Emotie prizata fara "prezervativ mintal"


Totul se misca mult prea repede. x2
Toti oamenii prind viteze formidabile, ca dupa o linie sanatoasa de praf de stele si totul o ia la vale. 2xPanica
Continua expansiune, miscare, zgomot, fosnet, lumini, zumzet, dinamism. In orasul asta galagios, eu am castile-n urechi si ma afund in covorul meu verde de note muzicale si vise interzise. : paranoia

Si-am plecat sa te caut. Ne invartim in cerc pana vii tiptil, pe la spatele meu, si imi cuprinzi mijlocul iar eu raspund cu-un tresarit. Iti inghit parfumul, ce ma duce si mai sus, si-mi las capul usor pe spate, pe umarul tau. Ma saruti pe gat si pe obraz, ma mangai incet cu nasul apoi imi prinzi barbia si-ti alipesti ale mele buze de tine.
In acele cateva secunde, trupul meu spasmatic zvacneste salbatic sub mainile ce ma apasa carnal pe pantecul incordat si care se joaca pline de candoare in parul meu. 6xEuforie

Ne tinem de mana, tragem aer in piept si sarim in gloata de oameni ce forfoteaza distrasi si reci sub soarele fioros de iunie. Rasetele noastre rasuna in lumea lor ca niste unghii scrasnite pe tabla. Si nu ne pasa. Nu ne pasa decat de noi. Noi suntem tot mai putin lumea. : timp.dilataaat

Ajungem, gafaind, la ascunzatoarea noastra, casuta noastra departe de orasul acela de mercenari. Casa de pe malul unui lac, cu o gradina mare, unde e mereu vara, soarele nu apune si nu e niciodata octombrie. Uite paradisul nostru verde! 12xDelir

Deschid ochii dar ii inchid vinovata cand vad ca ai tai sunt inchisi; ma cuprinzi toata foarte facil si cu o singura mana ma imobilezi sub greutatea corpului tau iar miscarile frenetice ale pieptului si abdomenului meu se intensifica si mai mult. Incep sa tremur. Imi cuprinzi capul in maini si-mi anulezi orice teama. Ma apuci de solduri si ma pui deasupra, dandu-mi libertate totala asupra fiintei tale. 18xPlacere

Rasul vioi si dezinvolt, de o mie de ori mai bun decat orice energizant, aduce putina culoare in trupurile noastre ce se chinuie atat de tare sa respire, ude si lungite pe patul ticsit de incolaciri feline. Si totul e la locul lui, perfect echilibrat, perfect fain, dosaj perfect. 9xPlenitudine

Aprinzi o tigara pe care o asezi si pe buzele mele si tot fumul acela ne da tarcoale, legandu-ne si mai strans. 10xFericire


Am revenit... si inca ne tinem de mana; mergem agale spre casa mea in timp ce soarele lasa in urma zgarieturi magenta pe cerul sters...


Suntem sigurii care au demonstrat ca
1 + 1 fac tot 1.



Nu ma mai satur de tine si de noi.






"We found the secret glue that held all things together. In a perfect place, where the noise did not intrude, our world was so very complete."

16 iunie 2010

26.


Highlight stuff you’ve done.

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol (x factor.)
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

7 iunie 2010

25.




Nu te pot iubi fara a te distruge iar apoi, sa te refac din carnea si sangele-mi.

Lista.

  • Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind.
  • Bacovia.
  • runaway.
  • 402.
  • hot choco.
  • Someday(NR).
  • dreamers' disease.
  • RHCP.
  • Free Falling.
  • latină.
  • paranoia.
  • claustrofobie.
  • Nopţi fără tine.
  • concerte.
  • OCS.
  • corset.
  • şosete.
  • maioneză.
  • glume.
  • scenă.
  • Louie.
  • prăjituri.
  • cer.
  • Rogue.
  • M.D. cu lămâie.
  • skate-shoes.
  • El.
  • poze.
  • vânt.
  • City lights.
  • Noaptea.
  • " The world forgetting but the world forgot! "
  • Fight Club.
  • pizza/cartofi prăjiţi.
  • Iartă-mă, ajută-mă!.
  • Lorelei.
  • Three lil' birds.
  • SG.
  • Amsterdam.
  • Raphael.
  • ciudat.
  • Ciuc.
  • (pe) bloc.
  • The Virgin's Suicide.
  • The Smashing Pumpkins.
  • my very own R.B.
  • Ganja.
  • stele.
  • seara.
  • fum.
  • râsete.
  • ploaie.
  • cald.
  • anticariat.
  • roşu aprins.
  • Marlboro.
  • Ea.
  • mare.
  • verde.